SO, readers, I've gone and done it. I fell head over heels in love. He's amazing, but this would not be my blog if there were not complications. Yes, he loves me and feels the same way. Yes, we're both very happy. But I looked at one of my ex-best-friend- from-when-I-was-younger's Facebook. He's engaged. And I was, secretly, in love with him for a very long time. but I got put in the friend category and dealt with it. Maybe I still have feelings? My heart got sad when I saw how happy he was with her. Granted, I love my man, but I just got sad. It's not something I'll hold on to, but it's just kinda depressing.
Maybe it's the realization that I'm getting older, still not married, in a serious relationship, hoping it'll last and could possibly one day in the distant future lead to marriage, but for now, I'm 20. I'm hot, and I'm sad lol.
Pathetic. <3 someone love me!

SO here it goes. MY life seems to be interesting. Everything is always going on and somethings always happening. I have a lot of thoughts and a lot of theories too so I think I'll keep them safe and sound here. I've always wanted to write a blog about my life. One day, I was just sitting in the LSU library and realized, with all the shiz I find on the internet and with all the chiz that happens in my life, I could write a blog.