Maybe it's the realization that I'm getting older, still not married, in a serious relationship, hoping it'll last and could possibly one day in the distant future lead to marriage, but for now, I'm 20. I'm hot, and I'm sad lol.
Pathetic. <3 someone love me!
Shut up. yeah i think he's sexy
28 April 2010 10:51 PM
I should be writing my research paper or cleaning my room. BUT I'm on a Skype date with Michael. He makes me smile and makes me happy :] yay. Not only that but he's a film minor and a ginger... I might be in love. Might... but not really. he's just hot and sweet and hot and hot. wow.
and I have a creeper on my case. He's pretty much in love with me even though he wont admit it. he buys me shit and tries to win my love, but he will fail... Cause I'm gonna end up dating this guy. and it'll be amazing.
So I'm gonna totally get this tattooed on my body
OR This one
I think both of them are gorgeous! I know what I'm doing this summer!!!!!!!!!!
:] I love this shit.
and I have a creeper on my case. He's pretty much in love with me even though he wont admit it. he buys me shit and tries to win my love, but he will fail... Cause I'm gonna end up dating this guy. and it'll be amazing.
So I'm gonna totally get this tattooed on my body
OR This one
I think both of them are gorgeous! I know what I'm doing this summer!!!!!!!!!!
:] I love this shit.
"Your heart is my piƱata." - Chuck Palahniuk
No one does it like you....
19 April 2010 7:02 PM
So I'm trying to tell a film major what I learned from school is different from what he learned. I think he thinks I'm telling him he's wrong. On the outside, I know directors don't usually pay attention to editing in movies or TV but hey some may, I just know what I've seen on my PowerPoints. Like the director's done his job, make sure there's shots he likes and leaves it to the editing team. Then he goes back in and makes a directors cut, the screenwriter then goes in and approves or disapproves of the edits. Usually they choose the editing teams one.
K so nuff of my Film Minor stories, trying to motivate myself to finish my rough sketching for fashion tomorrow. We start color theory! Ahhhhh I'm dying. I don't know what to do. Sad sad.
But I'm excited. I just bought the new MGMT cd, Congratulations, and the last Fleet Foxes cd. LOVE BOTH OF THEM. The psychedelic feel of Congratulations makes me want to smile inside. :]
Also I finally named the dresses in my collection: The Grace Kelly, The Tippi Hedren, and The Kim Novak.
YAY! Dial M For Murder is the title of the collection. Be ready for it.
K so nuff of my Film Minor stories, trying to motivate myself to finish my rough sketching for fashion tomorrow. We start color theory! Ahhhhh I'm dying. I don't know what to do. Sad sad.
But I'm excited. I just bought the new MGMT cd, Congratulations, and the last Fleet Foxes cd. LOVE BOTH OF THEM. The psychedelic feel of Congratulations makes me want to smile inside. :]
Also I finally named the dresses in my collection: The Grace Kelly, The Tippi Hedren, and The Kim Novak.
YAY! Dial M For Murder is the title of the collection. Be ready for it.
Mild Apprehension
18 April 2010 6:04 PM
EEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRFFFFFFFF my life. It's trippy.
10:58 AM
Morning so far:
Wake up at 10:30 pissed off cause I had a dream that my ex, and my family went on vacation, dad got lost in the sea with ex. come to find out is dating 3 girls, lived with them, had a son, and had cheated on me with my best friend who he sees often now AND NOT LOST IN THE SEA. Really? and he had no remorse. neither did my best friend who has become somewhat of a flake lately. I'm finally tired of it. I don't wanna say who it is, but she's been my best friend forever. I guess forever reached it's end?
Next I walk into the bathroom and walk past the slanted mirror. Thinking to myself "Am I really this tall??" Then I walk past the flat mirror. I am not that tall. I am short.
AND NOW I'm CRAVING a tattoo. Like bad. Not a big or detailed one. just a tattoo. ughhh want to go to Perkins Road Parlour!!!! :[ Garage sale today though. Might have to hit it up!
Wirklich??
15 April 2010 9:03 PM
Unnecessary drama in my life? yes. Certain people need to realize that sometimes I'm not sarcastic.
Anywho. Today was not a good day. I may punch a bitch, but I'm gonna calm down and not do that.
On to other things...
So my final collection in Fashion Design is based off of Alfred Hitckcock's movies (or a few of them).
It'll be exciting. Kinda. I'm hoping to have pictures up soon.
Tony Wendice (Dial M for Murder):
"People don't commit murder on credit."
Anywho. Today was not a good day. I may punch a bitch, but I'm gonna calm down and not do that.
On to other things...
So my final collection in Fashion Design is based off of Alfred Hitckcock's movies (or a few of them).
It'll be exciting. Kinda. I'm hoping to have pictures up soon.
Tony Wendice (Dial M for Murder):
"People don't commit murder on credit."
ATTACK OF THE EXBOYFRIENDS
14 April 2010 2:06 PM
I still can't get this out my mind....
Two days ago, my ex boyfriend, Baylen, added me on Facebook. Here was the basis of our relationship in highschool:
LALALALALA Love at first sight. Bye Baby! See you when you get back from New York! You cheated on me with a 14-year-old in New York?!?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!!! (Bashes head on dashboard after being ignored at prom) EFF YOU! YOU GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND?!!!?!?!?!?!!? HER NAME IS MY NAME?!?!!??! ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No! You can't kiss me! You have a girlfriend!!!!! RESTRAINING ORDER!!!
That was our relationship. Now, after 3 years, I've forgiven him. And we're talking. And I don't just mean once in awhile. Everyday. wow.
Enough of that. It's weird yes..
So I'm preparing my bulletin board for my floor for the month of April (Readers, If I haven't mentioned.... I'm a Resident Assistant) I'm doing it on Body Art. I'm hoping my girls will like it. cause I plan on using it next semester for my new girls. Too good to waste.... I'll post pictures for ya'll.
On another note, dear Brian made me watch Glee last night. Ok so he didn't MAKE me watch Glee. I went downstairs for the free food and he was watching it so I sat next to him. KTHANKS It was interesting. I don't think I'm going to continue watching it. May not be the show for me....
I have to design 20+ garments by tomorrow. How many do I have?? 3. I probably should get on that.....
Two days ago, my ex boyfriend, Baylen, added me on Facebook. Here was the basis of our relationship in highschool:
LALALALALA Love at first sight. Bye Baby! See you when you get back from New York! You cheated on me with a 14-year-old in New York?!?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!!! (Bashes head on dashboard after being ignored at prom) EFF YOU! YOU GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND?!!!?!?!?!?!!? HER NAME IS MY NAME?!?!!??! ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No! You can't kiss me! You have a girlfriend!!!!! RESTRAINING ORDER!!!
That was our relationship. Now, after 3 years, I've forgiven him. And we're talking. And I don't just mean once in awhile. Everyday. wow.
Enough of that. It's weird yes..
So I'm preparing my bulletin board for my floor for the month of April (Readers, If I haven't mentioned.... I'm a Resident Assistant) I'm doing it on Body Art. I'm hoping my girls will like it. cause I plan on using it next semester for my new girls. Too good to waste.... I'll post pictures for ya'll.
On another note, dear Brian made me watch Glee last night. Ok so he didn't MAKE me watch Glee. I went downstairs for the free food and he was watching it so I sat next to him. KTHANKS It was interesting. I don't think I'm going to continue watching it. May not be the show for me....
I have to design 20+ garments by tomorrow. How many do I have?? 3. I probably should get on that.....
"Reason #7 For Not Getting a Tattoo: People will know you are running your own life, instead of listening to them!" -- Sailor Jerry Collins

SO here it goes. MY life seems to be interesting. Everything is always going on and somethings always happening. I have a lot of thoughts and a lot of theories too so I think I'll keep them safe and sound here. I've always wanted to write a blog about my life. One day, I was just sitting in the LSU library and realized, with all the shiz I find on the internet and with all the chiz that happens in my life, I could write a blog.

